January 2011
Something Amiss
For the past eight years, I have lost a simple part about me. Losing this part of me has not helped me what so ever. I would like to say I blamed it all on my mother’s death but I think that was just the tip of an ever growing ice burg. Not all of it was her fault, it was the time, my age, and what had been going on for a long time. It is possible that her death helped me for the better. She...
Songs that Have Described Me These Past Four...
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Things I have Learned in the Past Four Months
1. If you are in a relationship with someone, no matter how much you love them, it is inevitable that you will grow crushes on someone else. It is your job to either hold on to them or move on. If you decide to move on, don’t expect them to wait.
2. You never really lose the people who love you.
3. It’s okay to want to be safe.
4. If you are concerned with labels, then you do not...
November 2010
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Headaches in my Solar System
My cranium has been rocked by the moons and stars falling out of place. I’m working on fixing the strings holding everything up but bits and pieces are falling through the cracks. Yet again, I’m here and watching the stars shoot out of orbit.
October 2010
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Lyrics of the Week: We R Who We R
Tonight we’re going hard Just like the world is ours We’re tearin’ it apart You know we’re superstars We are who we are! We’re dancing like we’re dumb Our bodies go numb We’ll be forever young You know we’re superstars We are who we are!
I know not everyone loves Ke$ha or even like the thought that she is living.I agree with those who say her lyrics are nothing about parties and sex but...
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Stupidity of the Day Award
A conversation between Fareena and I…
Charlie: brb I’ve been holding my pee for the last hour and now I’m cramping
Charlie: brb
Fareena: go pee
Fareena: that’s bad for u
Fareena: dumbass
Charlie: oh no you didn’t
Charlie: but you’re probably right
Charlie: I probably am a dumbass
Fareena: that’s crazy
Charlie: I mean I’m always one step...
WatchThis whole video reflect the way I acted and danced when I heard this song.
Myspace Nicknames
A question posed itself in my cerebral cortex this morning. It was caused by a statement, simple yet unrelenting as that I have said this many of times before.
“I will not change myself for anyone”
But I do change myself. I commonly change myself as a form of growing or expanding on to differing horizons. Thus, I am willing to change my viewpoints on certain situations to change...
Lyrics of the Week: Bracelets
And the trigger pulls The bullets pepper the brick wall behind our heads And the smoke, it fills the air The captain yells to cease fire And the squad begins to wait and stare As the dust clears the air, and we’re still standing With smiles on both our faces We spit their faulty ammo to the ground And remind them once again With smiles on both our faces We spit their faulty ammo to the...
That Party Last Night...
I’m an idiot.
My own moronic tendencies lead me to self realization though poses the question of “Am I really a moron?” A mental collapse has me questioning my own thought and analyzing process. I feel, I think, I think I feel.
Alive, here I am tonight to tell you this.
that none of what I’m posting makes sense.
But of course it wouldn’t because you have no idea...
September 2010
Lyrics of the Week: Short Skirt, Long Jacket
I want a girl with a mind like a diamond I want a girl who knows what’s best I want a girl with shoes that cut And eyes that burn like cigarettes I want a girl with the right allocations Who’s fast and thorough And sharp as a tack She’s playing with her jewelry She’s putting up her hair She’s touring the facility And picking up slack I want a girl with a...
Characters
Eli
Mbti: ENTP
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Height: 6’2”
Background: Was born with a Serica Bond with Eden. The two were in love at one point. Eli tried to keep it a secret but the elders still found out and forbade it from coming anymore than small love. The two are still connected and can feel each others emotions and can sometimes hear each others thoughts. Feeling a lack...
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Lyrics of the Week
I’m not surprised, not everything lasts I’ve broken my heart so many times, I stopped keeping track Talk myself in, I talk myself out I get all worked up, then I let myself down
I tried so very hard not to lose it I came up with a million excuses I thought, I thought of every possibility And I know someday that it’ll all turn out You’ll make me work, so we can work to...
Death Note
I had always wondered what was so great about the show. I had read chapter one of the manga and wasn’t impressed. I watched as it soared to fame when it was put on Adult Swim. Never being one for the hype, I tried to not watch it. Then I did.
Well… I have to say, I was wrong. I fucking love it. Although I’m only on episode five, I have become entranced by the storyline. Maybe...
SAT Study Sessions with Matt
Boredom and sleepiness is a combination that never made good decisions for my mind. Instead of being studious about the notes that were given to me, they became a light unto my imagination and a path to release this deep seated boredom. Thus, the doodles and notes of Matt and Charlie.
Charlie: I hate High School Math.
Matt: I hate high school and math.
Charlie: :P
Matt: :P Mine’s...
The Amazing Day
[not really]
Finally it comes to the end of the day and I’m lacking words to say. What has happened in my life makes me feel like a bittersweet symphony is playing its tunes in my heart. The symphony strikes up. The woodwind’s calm noise echoes through my personality while there is someone in the brass section whom did not practice and decides to throw the band every which way. The...
